29 October 2007

disappointment...

Sometimes I don’t understand why I held high hope from you compared to others. I am clear that you are not going to be the very important person in my life, but I just couldn’t stop hoping for better treatment from you. I know our ways of perceiving relationship are so much different, maybe that’s the main reason why sometimes it’s hard for me to take your responds to be match with my own set of rules.

Every time when disappointment came across from you, I told myself not to repeat the same mistake again in the future. I don’t know whether is that I am over care for this friendship, and it makes me looks like a fool when I actually repeated the same thing again and again.

I learned in school, that 1+1 should be equals to 2, but you’re showing me that 1+1 is actually equals to deep disappointment. Maybe I should turn myself to be mute once I enter your circle.
will take 2 days leave. back on thursday.

19 comments:

殷缘 said...

哥哥不要为这种小事而烦恼,正如你们所说,做回自己,你还有我们,还有你得学院里的“家人”,还有你真正的家人~

:: 子源 :: said...

到底是那條水弄我們的老大傷心?
緣,餅乾,等等。。(誰要加入?)
來,我們去砍人~

哈哈哈

開玩笑,你們砍,我看~


不要傷心了,
可能在不同的立場
看的東西不同
所以才會有意見分叉
畢竟朋友的事,我們也干涉不到那麽多
就釋懷點吧

再笑一個
^_________________^~

Miney said...

cheer up
everyone has different way to care about friendship =)

try to communicate with that person =)

come back with smile , ok?

Patrick said...

源, count me in.. we go "劈友"...冲啊!...冲啊!

meike, 去泡个熱水吧!心情也会开朗的多!

teddy-lover said...

hey..
You doesn't sounds so right to me..i guess..



Hope that everything will be fine
If you need help
I will be happy enough to help you out

b3st of Luck to you~

Christina Kim said...

I don't know what happened, but I will be happy to lend you an ear if you need to :)
Cheer up, there are always rainy days in our life, most importantly, just remember, it is your own life - let yourself control it not others...so be happy when you want it and not be pulled out of your happiness by what others had done:D

CHEERS my friend!:D

Darren10 said...

Ya, most of the time, we can not control certain things and people... what you expect from people, the result is always different.. this has happened to me many time!!! if you check out my previous post, you will know I understand what you feel now... do expect too much from people... Anyway... I hope you will be better soon... take care!!!

maike said...

殷缘
你让我觉得这里很温馨
我心灵的寄托处
也难怪我那么爱上来
谢谢你

源源
友情和爱情不也是要双方的付出吗?
我不喜欢我常做主动
有时候回觉得累
有时候觉得好像是自己爽
也不知道别人是怎么想的
我想在他们的立场想
可是想不到让我心安的结果
行不通

Lucky Star
I just finish my first paper
the rest will come after 1 week ++
will have more time blah-ing here
come back with smile ~
I shouldnt bother too much
then my life would be better

patrick
有记得带棍和刀吗?
可是你为什么打错我的名
讨厌~
是maike

teddy-lover
thanks a lot
I am okey now~
that day yaomi gave me read the sms you sent
so wish you good luck in passing msg
but dont write and keep it behind
must pass the msg to him K
gambateh ne~

christy
thank you
I think I am forgetful person
easily put problems behind
dont bother too much
will feel better then

darren10
should we have less expectation from others?
erm... dont know...
thanks for caring~

small-ugly said...

would like to whisper to you...*your english's improved tremendously..* hahaha.

one plus one would never be 2, this sentence used to be very familiar with me in the previous time.

and now..when you take someone very much to heart, you are going to make yourself losing your poise of emotion.

you will ask, often, why he did that to me and...i still forgave him for that..

wuakakak..

just my humble opinion.won be much affected.

see you dude!

:: 子源 :: said...

我覺得你說的是愛情
對,都要雙方付出
但也要心甘情願的付出
如果讓對方覺得壓力
付出得不甘不願
那你會接受得安心嗎?

如果是襄王有心,神女無夢
那強逼只會讓距離更遠
軟性的拒絕(冷淡)
可能是不想你傷害



就就就說一聲吧




我們幹掉他!
(刀也磨好了~)

maike said...

negi小丑
前面讲的都是废话
明明就自己厉害干嘛趁机sour我
~越是在乎的越伤我心~
我应该会被麻醉
不管咯


我在说友情
你为什么突然杀出爱情来
我知道你是爱情老手啦
不要过来晒
好热啊
(但是如果对方不是真心付出)
(我真的也会不爽咯)
(谢谢你)

:: 子源 :: said...

證據:友情和爱情不也是要双方的付出吗?

我才不是老手
只是懂得
哈哈

不用客氣
開心點~
不要悶悶不樂了
有事你又不介意告訴我的話
我有兩個耳朵可以借你~

握握手做個好朋友 ^^

maike said...

资源
针对这件事是友情
我都是单身族
应该很少会有爱情的烦恼
真的没有想到可以在网络空间
也有人对我那么好的
可是也不懂是真心的还是~
你的两个耳朵什么时候送过来
跟电话一起送来吧
谢谢

:: 子源 :: said...

哎喲喲
講我不真心
我的心真的叻
還會跳的

@#$%^&*^%$#
送你木耳

maike said...

来来来~
把你的真心放在我的手心
要它在我手心跳的
哈哈

:: 子源 :: said...

你不止臭
還殘忍~
奧麥卡~

maike said...

*___* |||

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