disappointment...

Sometimes I don’t understand why I held high hope from you compared to others. I am clear that you are not going to be the very important person in my life, but I just couldn’t stop hoping for better treatment from you. I know our ways of perceiving relationship are so much different, maybe that’s the main reason why sometimes it’s hard for me to take your responds to be match with my own set of rules.

Every time when disappointment came across from you, I told myself not to repeat the same mistake again in the future. I don’t know whether is that I am over care for this friendship, and it makes me looks like a fool when I actually repeated the same thing again and again.

I learned in school, that 1+1 should be equals to 2, but you’re showing me that 1+1 is actually equals to deep disappointment. Maybe I should turn myself to be mute once I enter your circle.

will take 2 days leave. back on thursday.